Finally received my staging kit which for whatever reason didn't get here a week and a half ago like it was supposed to. While my shopping is going well I can't help but feel a bit panicked as the 28th approaches and I haven't filled out all my papers and purchased everything I'll need. A lot of stuff has had to go to the backburner now though as my mom and I try to work through our latest family crisis. I'm not sure what I should be concentrating on honestly, its had to worry about whats going to happen even two weeks from now when I'm worrying about my mom and dad and closing down the camp etc. This seems like the worst possible time to be leaving my family behind but I know my dad wanted my to do this and I know the rest of my family wants my to do this. If anything this just means I'll have to work even harder in Azerbaijan to make my time away worthwhile.